by Chauncey Stanford

I watched my mother suffer in the hospital she had so many things connected to her I didn't ever recognize her. I am 17 years old and I miss my mom so much I feel like I should be better now but I not I don't know why I still feel like it happened yesterday. And what makes it so hard is two things my mom and I became best friends it's scary for me not to be able to go to her and the second thing is my dad died when I was 8 years old she was all I had left and now it is me and my sister. And she has her own family so it is hard for me to just all of a sudden have her take care of me. And every time she walks out the front door I am afraid she isn't going to come back. It was really hard to hear me mom she wanted to die that she couldn't do it anymore she didn't look like my mom anymore so when she died I didn't want to beleve she was gone I still don't. I pray every night that when I wake up she will be here and I just had a nightmare but it is true and I don't know how to get thought it. I miss my mom and my dad I don't even remember my dad anymore I don't want it to be the same way with my mom.

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