Mommy, i really miss you .........But LOVE you , FOREVER.....

by Jon
(Bay City, MI, USA)

My mom just recently passed away on April 4th, 2013, and it has only been 4 days since then , and I have been going threw a lot of different emotions, Sadness, Anger, Devastation, just very sad..... my mom was 58 and had suffered for about 2 yrs. She had a disorder that affected her brain , and then attacked all her major organs in her body. I have recently started talked to my only brother , who I have not talked too in some time , we lost contact, but am glad we are talking again. I know our Mom would want us to get along. All 3 of us had a hard life, esp. my mom. I feel like an orphan now. If God does exist , I know my mom is up there as an Angel of God. Miss you Mama..... ALOT.....

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Apr 10, 2013
My mom passed away the same exact day
by: Vanessa

My mom passed away April 4th 2013 also! I'm really sorry and I know how you feel <3

Apr 10, 2013
Sorry my dear
by: Jewels

I'm very sorry for your loss. I understand what u going thru. My lovely mother just passed 10days ago on march 30th. I'm having a hard time accepting it.No. my mother can't be gone. She was strong, she was a fighter she could not be gone. Unfortunately the reality is that she's not longer here. She left w.o notice. She knew she was sick that she wasn't feeling good but never told us. WE DIDN'T KNOW. TILL ONE DAY ON FEB 19 SHE was admitted IN THE HOSPITAL. A BATTLE W CANCER SOMETHING WE NEVER TOLD HER. BUT DEEP DOWN SHE KNEW SHE WAS GOING AND WE HOPE SHE'LL BE W US FOREVER. IM UPSET SHE'S GONE. IM UPSET SHE LEFT. Im upset she knew SHE WAS GOING N DIDNT TELL ME. ONLY TIME Will heal my pain. I MISS YOU MOTHER SO MUCH. WHY U LEFT

Apr 09, 2013
Mommy, I really miss you.... But LOVE YOU, FOREVER.....
by: Doreen U.K.

Jon I am sorry for your loss of your mom. I am happy that you got your relationship back with your brother. Grief triggers off problems that can keep families apart and not talking and also at times bring other people together. It is such a sad situation when families are broken and split from the rest of the family. But is still a fact of life.
My husband died of cancer 11 months ago and before he died he said to our youngest daughter. "Try and all get along." He was a peacemaker. It is just a sad fact of life that we all may not get on well with our siblings. Jealousy being the most difficult one to resolve. Sadness, anger, confusion, lonliness, emptiness are just a few of the emotions we will experience. It has a process and will soon go in time. These feelings don't last too long. There is a God who created us and gives life and then takes it when it is our time to leave this world so this should help you realise your mom is in good hands as my husband is who I lost 11 months ago. I hope that the days get easier for you in time and that you realise that life can again be good as it was meant to me.

Apr 08, 2013
Grieving mom
by: Leticia

I loss my oldest son who was a single father to five kids. He adored them. He worked very hard to give them a good life. My son died of a heart attack on his way to work that morning. It happen on September 14 2012. Thank god he didn't hurt no one. His suburban rolled over several times. He was only 37 years old. I miss him so much and cry and wish I could see him or have him back. He was a father that loved his kids and were always with him. He was very involved in there school activity s and in sport. He touch so many life's and was very humble. Now my grand babies have us. Just to show how many people loved him was when we had the service for him. There were 300 people that attended. I grieve for my son everyday and hope and pray he's resting in peace. I pray my grand babies will heal also. They range from 6- to 12 years old we will do our best to raise them right like there dad.

Apr 08, 2013
Sorry for your loss Jon...
by: Sandy

Just wanted to express my sympathy for the loss of your Mother. I believe that your Mother would have wanted you to remain in contact with your brother. You may not know it now, but the sibling relationships will be ever so important in your life. I think Moms have a way of knowing this. I lost my wonderful Mother just 4 months ago...My emotions have been all over the place. but I think it is a natural part of grieving, so don't be afraid...Just be Still in your heart and soul and know, YES, GOD is guiding you and probably right along with your Mother, too

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