by Toni

In 2007 I had a breakdown and my daughter witnessed my accidental overdose. I'm sure she was profoundly traumitized by that and never got over it. I was and still am an addict and an alcoholic. At the time she was only 15 years old and already witnessed drug and alcoholic dependendcy from both her father and myself. We both at seperate times became recovering addicts but at some point always had some kind of dependacy going. So she never got a break. My daughter grew to become beautiful and very intelligent. She didn't eat meat because she loved animals and always spoke out about injustice in any form. By the time she was 18 years old she was disillusioned by all humans and every thing they did and stood for. So she took her own life on December 10, 2009. I tried to follow her 8 months later but ended up in the hospital recovering from a drug overdose. Yes, I wanted to be with her more than anything. And still do. And I will one day. But not today. I love you Leah and will see you soon.

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