MONIKA GABRIELA MENARTOWICZ! Remember our promise!
My beautiful friend Mo!
14 years old, too young to die, you were my everything and i held you close, taken from this world via suicide on Feb 16th 2009.
That day will be imprinted on my heart, i wanted to help, i talked to you and told you everything, you trusted me and i promised, our promises to live untill we were 101 and old and wrinkly, our promise NEVER TO DIE TO SUICIDE.
I'm told that you are in hell by the 'christian' people around me but if that's what they believe, that you, my wonderful amazing friend MONIKA is in hell? NO WAY will i ever believe that!
I go day to day with a feeling of guilt and at loss to what now, my life is not complete without you, HOW CAN IT BE? I wish i did something.. something more then the EVERYTHING i tried.. i love the person you are and i know i will see you again..our un followed promises that were never followed through will be with me forever. I just hope i can keep my end of our pinky promises and plans that we had together..you are my everything and i never once judged you, never have, never will..you are and always will be one of my best friends..death can't take that apart.
Your death is making others do their job... to stop others from commiting suicide..if only they did their job from the start then maybe you wouldn't be gone.
I LOVE YOU BILLIONS MO! xoxoxoxo