I miss him more and more everyday. I thought the pain would ease but instead it builds more and more. Everyday there is something else that I need him for or that reminds me of him or that he would have done for me. Every day the pain gets worse and worse. Friends say I should be letting go but how do you do that when I see something I need him for every day and every night. I miss him so much! And you know what-I don't want to let go-I want to hold every memory so close to my heart.