Mother, I miss you

by Robin

One week and and two hours ago, my mother died from multiple myeloma cancer. I miss her so much. I miss her smile, our talks, everything about her. I'm getting married in 9 days, and I wanted her there. I was hoping she would walk me down the aisle.

I look to the sky every night and tell her I love her and miss her. I feel like part of my soul is missing. We were so close. We could finish each other's sentences or sometimes, I'd call her, and she would say she was just getting ready to call me.

My heart and soul aches. I sang to her when she was at Hospice. I told her I would see her again someday. I am a Christian and I believe in life after death, but I wonder now where she is. Is she in heaven?? Is her soul floating around? Is she in another altered state in the ground until Jesus returns?

Why her? Why did she have to die? Why did she have to hurt with cancer? Why can't we find a cure for cancer? I'm lost without her.

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Sep 09, 2012
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by: Esther M. Garcia

AWWWW I MISS MY MOM WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART:( SHE WAS MY EVERYTHING AND NOW IM LOST WITHOUT HER!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS U SO MUCH MOM...I'M ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU...WE ALL LOVE U AND MISS U I REALLY MISS OUR LATE NIGHT TALKS WE ALWAYS HAD:( GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL...

Jul 19, 2012
now!! she "was"............
by: vipin shukla

30-05-2012 was last day of my Mother. She was suffered gastro problem. She was everything. Right now I'm unable to tell you all my pain. I was a king of his life and right now I'm a just a stupid normal boy. I miss my mother all the time. My mother's last six month was very pain full @ that time I was think when she became Normal and take food............... The is never came. When my father was died @ that time my mother was full feel my father's love but right now I'm total........... Very pain full days for Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh! My! God! God please take care of my Mother.

Mar 17, 2012
Hope you Are Well.
by: GET

Robin, I lost my mom last year to Multiple Myeloma and its very hard, so I know your pain. My mom and I were very close. Very lonely out there and I'm very sad. Wish I could go with her.. God Bless you.

Apr 03, 2011
How are you?
by: Anonymous

I commented a few days ago in regards to losing my mom to Multiple Myeloma also.....How are you? Congrats on your wedding. I am sorry I did not comment about your wedding the last time. It must be very difficult for you without your mom there. I know she will be looking down on you from heaven. Good luck and take care. Thoughts are with you.

Mar 30, 2011
I understand and empathize
by: Anonymous

I feel for you and understand the depths of your pain. I'm sorry for your loss. My mom passed away a little over two months ago from Multiple Myeloma. It's so hard being without our moms. They are our world, our friends and our angels. They are the first person we see, hear and touch. They are the reason for our existence. The void and emptiness is unbearable at times. Nothing can ever take the place of a mother; our mothers. God give us strength, peace, comfort, and guidance. I wish you well; my thoughts and heartfelt sympathy go out to you!

Aug 13, 2010
I understand
by: Evelynn

I lost my Mother a week ago and I am numb. She was in hospice suffering from Ovarian Cancer and I asked God to release her from the pain. Maybe it's time we ask God to release us from ours? I miss my Mother and I want to call her but I understand she is in a better place now. Maybe it will just take us some time?

Jul 25, 2010
Mother, I miss you... You're not alone
by: Anonymous

I totally understand where you are... My mum died 2 weeks ago today to lung cancer. I put my life on hold for the previous month and spent every moment I could with her as she deteriorated. I am finding it so hard to move on without her in my life as I was very close to her as well (she was my best friend besides my husband). I'm supposed to be going back to work for 'normalcy' but am physically sick just thinking of having to walk in that door... I have kids of my own but not even they can pull me out of the black hole I seem to be in at the moment.
I hope that you can still enjoy your wedding even though your Mum won't be there in body but she will definitely be there in spirit.... Look out for the sign that she is there, as the spirit world do tend to show you they are around.
Just know that you aren't the only one in this situation and together we will all get through this difficult time.
Take care

Jul 23, 2010
Loss of mother
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. I lost my mother when I was 15. We were very close like you and your mother. When I married at 17 I wanted her there so bad. Then when I had my first child I wanted her there because she had always talked about wanting a grandchild. I would tease her and say well I can get you one now Mama if that is what you want. She would scold me with a smile because she like to tease herself.

When I had my first child I saw my mother bend over the crib and kiss my daughter then tell me, "Brenda, she is beautiful". Then my mother was gone. I have never seen her again. Then my second child died and went to be with my mom. I said in my heart to my mother. "Here is a grandchild for you to take care of until I get there".

On May 21, 2010 my third child went to join his grandmother. He was 27. She now has 2 grandchildren with her. I have one child left here with me.

I want you to know that I know how you feel. My mother was so special to me. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

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