I lost my mother nearly a year ago now.
She was in hospital for 2 weeks before her death, so at this time last year, she was in hospital.
It was unexpected, it all happened so quickly.
I just wish she was here.
I don't think I have properly grieved in the past year, people tell you to keep busy so I am at university, but I am finding it very hard to concentrate when I think of her in the hospital bed.
It hurts because I know how it is affecting my dad, he says he is on his own now, very upsetting as I don't know how to make him feel better.