why some days does it hurt as much as the day it happened? i lost my mommy when i was 11 and just turned 47. i have 2 beautiful teenage children and am divorced.
i hate mothers day. no one understands how it hurts to have this stupid day have to happen.
there are so many days i just wonder how my life would have been different if she had not died when i was so young.
she is the only one who has ever loved me unconditionally. people fall in and out of love, men have expectations and agendas, children disappoint, and friends are fairweather.
i guesse i just wait for the day i go to a better place than here. i truly hope there is peace after death and heaven. i dont know.