MR. IDRISSA KAMARA

by MarilynBricker
(COLUMBUS ,OHIO)

TO MY DARLING HUSBAND THAT I ADORED FOR TEN YEARS AND PASSED SUDDENLY ON APRIL 9, 2010, ALTHOUGH WE WERE NEVER LEGALLY MARRIED I ADORED HIM. HE WAS MY HEART AND SOULMATE. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM IN MY HEART AND MIND. I WROTE THIS FOR HIM: I WISHED FOR YOU TIME AFTER TIME IN MY LIFE--AND DIDN'T KNOW WHERE YOU WERE. WHEN I FOUND YOU OR YOU RESCUED ME, I FELT LIKE I HAD LOVED YOU FOREVER. THAT FIRST KISS, YOU WERE NOT A STRANGER, I HAD LOVED YOU BEFORE, PERHAPS IN ANOTHER LIFE LONG AGO AND IT WAS A REUNITING OF OUR SOULS. I KNEW, AND HAVE KNOWN SINCE THAT FIRST TIME, THAT I LOVED YOU, NEVER A DOUBT, MY FLAME FOR YOU GREW HOTTER AS THE FIRE YOU LIGHT LICKS MY SOUL, WITHOUT YOU DARLING I AM NOT WHOLE.

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Jul 30, 2010
Beautiful!
by: Teresa

Oh, Marilyn how beautiful!!
I hope he knew how lucky he was to have someone like you to love him so unconditionally.
Please, find comfort in the fact that you were loved.
Teresa

Jul 28, 2010
Re: your true love
by: Mari

What a beautiful tribute to your loved one. He is with the Lord now, safe and someday you will meet him again in heaven. It is hard to lose someone you love but God is always by your side and will bring you the comfort you need. My prayers are with you. I know you are going through a difficult time.

My husband went to be with the Lord 8 months ago. It has been hard indeed and I cry when I talk about it too much but am still grieving. I am better because my family and church are there for me.

It is lonely for me but when I feel really sad I just go to my daughters house as she lives close. The grandchildren all gather around for hugs and the 18 month old says,"Hi Gamma. love you." God sent these kids for a reason and one reason is to bless me because that they sure do. I always think of the song that says, "Life is hard but God is good."

My husband's son and his wife call me all the time. They live in a different state. They make sure I am eating properly and taking my vitamins. I have to laugh because because I feel like I am looked out for via long distance. My own children do the same thing. I call them all my care givers.
My husband liked to give me big hugs and tell me, "I do love you, you know."

Life is a mixture of joy and sorrow. I thank God for the years we spent. God has taken care of me in these difficult times and he is indeed Jehovah Jireh, my provider. I just have to get through the rest of my life without him, but God compensates by sending people into your life that will care for you. I try to think of the good things and not the bad, the last couple of years where my husband refused to get medical care and just got sicker and sicker. I had to get mad to get him to go to the doctor. I worked and took care of him and too and he resented the inability to care for himself. He would get all the pills mixed up and I had to make sure he took them right and it frustrated him.

He would get angry and tell me to get out and I would say, "Ok, going," and get in my car and he would call on the onstar and say, "Get home right this minute." I would say,"Ok I will be there." It was hard for a stoic man to be sick as he was.
My pastor was with us plus a grief pastor from the funeral home.

Most of all, God was always there.
Please feel free to post your feelings as there are a lot of wonderful people on this board. It has helped me so much. I will keep you in prayer.

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