My baby brother died Dec. 2, 2012 from complications of M.S. He was 57 and suffered from this dreadful disease for almost 30 years. The last year was pure hell. We were 3 years apart and I feel like I'm never going to get over him not being here. It is still all so surreal. It feels like there is a hole in my heart that hurts to my core. When does the pain subside.