My 3rd wedding anniversary without Richard
Tomorrow 4th April would have been our 19 wedding anniversary, my third without Richard.
Life has dealt us a really bad deal and i hate that all this awfulness came into our lives uninvited.
Like everyone i have gone thro every emotion over and over, cried over and over, been lonely, well all the time, been angry over and over, flashbacks over and over but i have survived. I am a survivor of this unwanted journey and 2 yrs 4 months on i know i will be ok. Many of u are in early stages but it honestly gets a bit better as time goes on. I never thought i would say that as in Nov, only 4 months ago i felt i was drowning.
I have managed to deal with everything i have had to face and never thought i could ever do that.
I hope u all are doing ok and surviving this unwanted journey. Its mothers day today in northern ireland and i miss the man so much that i was lucky enough to be the mother of his beautiful children!!
Love to u all