My amazing grandfather
My grandfather was the most supportive person ever. He loved all his grand kids and was at every event we went to. He became distressed with his breathing and had multiple heart attacks. My dad rushed to the hospital and never got the chance to say goodbye. My heart hurts for my own father every day. He passed early January 2012 and I still struggle daily to function. I have strong days and weak days. Initially I got a call as I sat by the phone with my mom saying he had passed. We had the reaction of tears and disbelief. Minutes later my father called back saying they had gotten my grandfather back. Then what felt like so much time but was really only 10 minutes he called back again to say we had lost him officially. I feel like I lost my grandfather twice in matter of minutes. I hurt to see my dad hurt , I hurt to know my grandfather was only a few months shy of meeting my amazing nephew. I've never know a pain like this. Most days I feel I'll never recover.