My angel Brandon, Mama loves u and is waiting for the day she will be with u again

by Cathy

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Angel its will be 5 months on March 18th since u left us all so suddenly. sometimes i think it is just a bad dream and u will come back and say mama. you were such a sweet and loving son i just wish i could turn back the clock. I love u so and miss u so very much nobody understands everyone has moved on with thier life only i m stuck there on that terrible day and i wish that day never was.

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Jun 03, 2012
Take care of yourself some
by: Lue, Jacob's mom

I am so sorry you lost your son, Brandon. You wrote on my page, Grief According to Lue. Even though it has been 11 years since Jacob has passed. I know every feeling that you are going through. I didn't become an expert on grief. I went through it and came out on the other side. The first couple of years after he passed away, I was angry at God and people around me. How could God take my child? Why? I went to the beach with family six months after he passed and sat on the beach not caring about being there at all, just going through the motions of quote quote normal. I looked around that beach and there were happy families of all ages and I was so mad, why are they sitting here without a care in the world, none of them are affected. I had anger bouts over and over like that. People would irritate me with their whining, they had car trouble, their pizza was made wrong, oh my gosh, are you kidding me. I lost my son and you are upset about this junk. The sorrow, rage, resentment, was driving me just about crazy and then I would be numb again. This for me went on a long time but like I said in my post that I knew one day I had to accept his death. I didn't know how, or I didn't want to but in order for me to make it, I had to accept it so I set out at some point to make sense of something that doesn't make sense. There are no rules that you need to follow, no right and wrong way of getting through it. However, you need to take care of yourself some. Rest, eat, the basics, just do the basics right now. I know for a year I would wake up in the morning and my fists were clinched as tight as could be, and I was balled up, legs to chest as I slept. Emotionally I felt like a blank sheet of paper. I was no longer who I used to be and didn't know who was emerging foward or could control how I ended up being if that makes any sense. Well that sort of explains me at the time, and some of it may relate to you. Read my poem, To my son, Jacob or My Soul. I think that will explain my first few years. I will pray for you and I want you to know I care, and you can vent on my page anytime you want. One last thing, is for every year that they have been gone, it feels like a month because time stands still for us, in this acute stage of grief while everyone else goes on, but they can't handle our hurt so don't blame them too much. They can't handle our pain. Take care,Lue

Mar 29, 2012
Missing u bro...
by: Janecia

Bro ur special...can never be forgotten…
Ur life was full of loving deeds,
Today and tomorrow, my whole life through,
I will always love and cherish you bro..
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
Until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand...
In God's care you rest above,
In our hearts you rest with love.
Memories of you are ours to keep,
Our words are few but our love is deep…

Mar 27, 2012
God bless u everyone
by: Cathy

Hi this is Cathy, Brandons mom. Thank you everyone for your love and support, it means a lot to me. I am sure our angels are looking over us, and hopefully one day we will be with them, Thank you and god bless you all.

Mar 19, 2012
you're not alone
by: Anonymous

Cathy, I'm so very sorry for your loss. He's so good-looking and what a charming smile! I understand what you're going through for I lost my son, Nabil, 15 months ago, at the age of 22. Everyday, I think of him and sadness weighs heavily inside. Somehow, the pain softened a little and bad days and good ones come and go. Grief is something we cannot avoid but have to go through to somehow find some healing. I'm still taking one day at a time and just do what I can and when I can. Take care and be gentle with yourself. Hali

Mar 19, 2012
part of the group
by: molly

Hi I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your son. I lost my 16 yr old son in July of 2011 and it is now 8 months since he has been gone. I really wish this group never exsisted. It is still so un-believable and yeah you are all right everyone has moved on and we are still here drowning in sorrow and wishing we could just be with our beautiful children once more. Everyday I pray for God to take me to my son. I really don't know how long I will have to live without him the idea of it is so depressing, nothing more to say just letting you know you are not alone in your pain.

Mar 17, 2012
I understand
by: carol,seans mom

I lost my son Sean four months ago suddenly. Life has just gone on and we are living in hell. My mind has not shut off. We have lost our beautiful children and it is like the world forgot to take notice. I am so sorry for your loss. There just are not words.

Mar 16, 2012
loss of son
by: Bee-lieve ( Hope)

Cathy, I am so sorry fOr your loss and I can tell you I know exactly how you feel. I lost my beloved son January of this year. I miss him so much there are days I dont think I can go on.
If you need to talkk, I am always here.
God Bless,

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