My Angel Vanessa 04/07/08-05/21/2012

by Vanessa
(Tulare, CA)

I will never forget the day that changed my life. My precious child was gone just like that It hadn't been but half hour before I had seen her smile. I will never forget when I saw her at the hospital I told her to wake up it only seemed that she was sleeping and then she wouldnt wake was I going to explain this to her brothers and sister..they too are small..are they going to forget her!She was my lil rebel and thats why I loved her because she was unique lil hippie that never liked her hair combed instead she would put her trucker hat backwards. We even shared the same name and she was the only one that looked like me. It is still surreal how am I supposed to go on and be happy for upcoming milestones that my lil "Vane" will not have!. The anger that boils in me is unbearable towards the woman that hit the car and killed my daughter. What was she thinking. That Monday morning speeding and not stopping at the stop. I wonder if my daughter got scared. Coroner told me she died instantly on impact, but did she feel scared as the SUV she was in tipped over? THe noise I wish I could trade places with her. At this moment I am irate because the DA decided not to press any charges. Sooo thats it I loose my child and suffer for the rest of my life and nothing happens to her..I cant believe this all my sadness is madness at this injustice!!

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Jun 23, 2012
I lost my angel lil by speeding car
by: Doreen England U.K.

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby daughter. You have every right to be enraged, ANGRY, at the woman who killed your daughter. ANGER at the injustice of not seeing this as a FELLANY (Crime in England).
To lose a child is the worst pain you could bear. To not see her grow up. To have to explain to her siblings that she is not coming home. To cope with unbearable grief. To cry and cry and cry and not to feel better. To have someone steal your life and future by killing your baby girl. I feel your grief. I hope that you get the support you need in the days and months ahead to help you cope with your great loss. May God comfort you at this difficult time and bring you Peace from your Pain, and may God dry your tears.

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