My Baby Boy DEvin

I lost my only son on march 13th 2013,he was 17 I had him when I was 16 years old and he is my world! He died at a friends house after taking Xanax and soboxone, the coroner told me he didn't have much in his system but because he was not used to taking opiates that it was enough to kill him! I called to check up on him after he didn't answer my texts and it went strait to voice mail I then called his friends mother to ask her to have him call me I just wanted to make sure he was ok, she called me back 15mins later and told me to get there now that he was purple! My world collapsed!! It has been 2 months and its so much harder now! I have 2 little girls who need me but I can hardly function! I am a mess and I don't know if I will ever be normal again! I am doing cousiling and on anti depressants but I am not sure any of it is working! All I know is I want my baby back! I love him and miss him so much! He was very athletic and very good at baseball and wrestling I was always so busy and now I feel like I have lost everything!!He was such a good boy and he started hanging with a kid he hadn't been around in 2 years and he was only hanging with him for three days and ended up dead I just don't understand! I love you with all my heart Devin and will see you soon!!

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