My baby RaeLynn Price may you rest in peace my angel.
by Julie Stickney
(Holland Michigan USA)
To better explain my story I may start with how I came to meet her father. I was going through separation with my ex husband, my daughters father. I met RaeLynn's father at the shop near my house. We got pregnant after about 2 months of being together. I know its so soon but please don't judge. My ex husbands parents were bringing my stuff and my daughters stuff up from north carolina. I didn't bring in anything heavy just carried the light stuff like stuffed animals and other light easy stuff. I was already feeling crampy so I stayed sitting down. I got up to go use the bathroom and noticed my water had broke. So my friend had rushed me to the hospital. They checked me for amniotic fluid. It came back positive and at that moment I went into panic. Ive miscarried at 6 weeks got pregnant again with my now almost three year old but I had complications with her. So I was afraid of getting pregnant again. They gave me ambien to help me sleep but I wasn't suppose to have it because technically I was still pregnant. I went to sleep at three in the morning and was being poked enough to make you want to hit the doctors. I know they were trying to help but it was to much. They gave me an ultrasound to check how much fluid was still there and there was none. I was given two options induce labor or risk going septic and both the baby and I dying. I didn't want to induce labor I wanted to risk it. You can come out of being septic I have seen it happen but I have one daughter I have to take care of and the chances of the baby and I surviving was slim. So I told the doctors to do what ever they had to do and leave me the hell alone. I was in pain and was tired of being poked and bugged. On March 17, 2012 I had my second little girl who was alive until she came out. She didn't make it. I think about her all the time and wish that she was here.
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