My Baby the Hemingway that made my life
by Mimi DeGelorm
(St Petersburg FL)
babys 1st Christmas
My Baby saved my life 11-6-06 after horrible cancer radiation I found that the drug dealer behind thru her in my bougainvillea bush I heard small sounds & painful as it was I found the source she was 6 wks & on her back w/huge thorns n her back my mom hates cats but saw me w/her & said better get a litter box food & 2 the vet asap. As my birthday is 9-12 that's what they made hers. She thought she was a dog she played fetch brought toy back & she would do that 4 hours she would jump on my back if I was bent over & if I stayed that way she went to sleep. All handles in house are levers & she could open ALL the doors. I am SO grief stricken I was up all nite as I heard her crying but couldn't find her. She was fine last Friday by 10PM Saturday her breathing labored I rushed 2 all nite vet and 4 1700.00 bucks they would treat her then I needed another 558.00 b4 I could get here ALL WITH NO Guarantee she would live. Please somebody tell me what to do I want to be in heaven with her right now so much but my religion doesn't allow suicide I can't c this screen excuse typos
I am so lost it was all I could do 2 put her items in the garage I NEVER had this much pain over any of my pets
The ONLY thing saving me is "The Lord giveth & the Lord taketh away!"
Sleep well my precious angel, wait for mommy please, eternity without you is pointless & please stop crying in the house at night mommy hears you everywhere and sees you everywhere God rest your sweet soul
It's SO hard that you aren't sleeping with me every night like you did for almost 7 years how do I get over that?
I shall love you to eternity and back mommy placed your ashes on a special rose garden