"My beauiful mother"

by Darlene
(Gallup, NM USA)

I have lost my beauiful mother a over a year ago (84yrs) now. (August 18, 2013) after what we thought was just a slight fever. On May 17, 2013, before I went to work at the local hospital, I checked in on her, and she said, "I'll be okay baby, you're going to be late for work." When I came home that evening, I was worried about her, so I suggested that I take her in to the emergency room. She was admitted to the hospital for observation. Days went into a month, than two months went by. In the first week of August, she couldn't walk anymore, I couldn't bear to see her in a wheelchair. Seeing my beauiful mother like that was heart wrenching, and I was mad at God. I felt like my prayer were'nt being answered.
One day in August, two weeks be she passed, I tooked her out for strolled, and she was talking to my boyfriend quietly, and I give them time to talk. Later, I came to find out what she had asked my boyfriend "to take good care of her baby, and her father". My boyfriend, Tom has been a Godsend to both me and my father, he's been there for us. On August 18, 2013 @ 1025am two weeks before my 50th birthday, we lost my beauiful mom, and a loving wife. I still grieve and missed her everyday. I missed her sweet, gentle smile, her soft voice. Since than, I have forgiven God, which made my faith even stronger. I know she is in heaven now, and one day we will meet again.

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Oct 10, 2013
"My beautiful mother"
by: Martha

Dear Darlene,

I am so sorry about the loss of your mother.
My beautiful mother died august 12,2013 which
was very close to when your mom died, she also
got sick suddenly and was in a wheelchair. I can
relate so much to what you went through and are
going through, seeing our mother's in that
condition was hard but they are not suffering
any more and we have a lifetime of memories that
will keep us going. I wish you the best always
with peace love and good health.


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