my beautiful baby girl

by luci

I got my holly when i was living alone with my son callum my brother had just recently died so i decided it would be great to get a puppy plus i grew up with jack russels and loved animals that what our baby girl was she had the most beautiful eyes one side of her eye lashes were brown and the other white she helped me get over losing my brother i have never felt this hurt ever she was our life now she is gone i feel empty and alone she was ran over her in jurys was that bad that we had to have her put to sleep me and my partner so her get run over i ran down our drive and could hear her screaming in pain that kills me inside i picked her out of the road held her close then she went in to shock i just want my baby back i cannot bear this pain anymore my life wont ever be the same without her i cannot bear to look at pictures of her it hurts that much she was my rock my everything

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Sep 07, 2012
my beautiful baby girl
by: Doreen U.K.

Luci I am sorry for your loss of your pet. I have loved and lost pets and it hurts so much. keep a journal and write your story of you life with your pet and you will always have these memories. You may decide to get another pet just so you can carry on LOVING a pet. Each has a different personality and relationship with you. Write a journal for each pet. You will have rich memories and also this will help with your grief. My sister has a beautiful WESTIE and he is dying and she doesn't know what she is going to do when her dog dies. Yesterday my sister phoned me crying because she lost her canary. He drowned in the feeding bowl. He got stuck. It is the pain of our pets SUFFERING in any way that kills us inside. I had cockatiels and lost some and it is so painfull. i will just for now keep my birds in the garden. My youngest sister I found out was crying yesterday also because it is the 5yrs. anniversary of her 30yr. old son who threw himself in front of an express train. He suffered bad depression and couldn't carry on living anymore. LIFE HURTS SO MUCH. I hope that you are able to go on each day with loving memories of your pet and that you are able to consider to carry on giving love to a pet in the future.

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