My beautiful boy buli.. You will be in my heart forever!
My little boy buli was with me since he was a kitten and 17 years later I cherish so many great memories with him. He was the most gentle & affectionate cat you could ever meet. He would always wait by the front of the house until i got home.
He started losing so much weight, and after doing numerous blood tests & scans the vet just couldn't understand what was happening to him. He said that he thought cancer had taken over him and was in no state for any biopsies or surgery. His weight was dropping off him so quickly.. Everytime I would pat him or cuddle him I could feel every bone in his body. We would try and feed him every couple of hours to see if he could put some weight on and every vet visit within days his weight would get less and less.
I just couldn't understand it! I didn't know what else to do!! I didn't want to lose him but he was deteriorating before our eyes.
II wasn't ready or prepared for this. I just didn't want to believe it. But the day had come when he just had no energy left to fight it. He was weak, frail and just couldn't eat. I couldn't let him suffer anymore, I just had to be strong for his sake. We had the heart renching decision to make and I knew it was time.
Only just two days ago I had to say goodbye to my loved one, he was my baby.. My everything! I can't get the image of him being put to sleep in front of me, but I had to find the strength to be there with him through this. My heart is shattered in a million pieces. I can't eat, sleep or stop thinking about him. I don't know how I am going to cope through this. I cant stop the tears. It just hurts so much!!!
I miss & love you so much buli... You can never be replaced or forgotten.
Love you always my baby xxx