My Beautiful, Delicate, Talented little mother died suddenly Sept. 5th, 2012...

by Linda Jade
(California, USA)

Mom, I Miss You So...  <3 <3 <3  x0x0x0x0x0

Mom, I Miss You So... <3 <3 <3 x0x0x0x0x0

She died from a fall or stroke. Am I alone in thinking this is **So** unreal? That this **Can't** have happened?? I am so heartbroken and lonely. Lonesome for her. Everyone is going about their lives and here I have my precious mom ripped from my life-no warning, nothing...

She was only 82 and not one living soul expected anything like this tragedy to have befallen us.

She lived alone and my brother discovered her now-lifeless little body in her home, when he went to see her Sept 5th. Thankfully, he had a family friend there with him. She had fallen in the night and was bleeding from her head. He was the closest to her and it is just awful to think that he last saw her like that.

I am eternally grateful that I was spared that gruesome and ugly sight but because the last time I saw her she was alive and well (Frail and very slow,yes, but alive and well). Not even a headache to ever complain about.

She had been lying there for three days, unable to move or do anything. The paramedics said she had died about 12 hours earlier-about this exact time 21 days ago. So my poor little mom was there all alone, for days-no one there to see her, protect her, save her or comfort her in any way. Just a sad, incredible tragedy beyond words... So heartbreaking to even think about.

I was not there to do anything for her. It is so awful and tragic.

I am still in shock and disbelief about it and keep thinking we will see and hear from her but it gets weirder with each passing day when we don't.

I will write more later.

I am grateful this is a place I can write whatever I want.

I had No idea how much I would miss you because I took you for granted and sorry I ever did.

Mom! I Want You Back!!!!!!

I Love and Miss You *Soooooooooooooooooooo* much!!!!. <3 <3 <3

Sarangeyo, My Precious Oma... Sarangeyo... <3 <3 <3

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Nov 11, 2013
I miss my Mom....
by: Irene

I feel like I am drowning... I miss her sooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dec 06, 2012
My Mother
by: Anonymous

My mother passed away in my arms 28 April 2012, from a sudden heart attack. Everything I tried could not bring her back. She was the only family I had left. She was only 66 years old and would have turned 67 14 June 2012. This will be my first Christmas alone, and God I miss her so much. I miss talking and laughting with her at night, I miss her in the mornings over a cup of coffee, I miss her when I come home tired from work and I miss her when things get too much and she was always there to comfort me.

"The house feels empty and big without you mom, and the days longer and nights seem so much lonelier. I miss YOU!"

Oct 27, 2012
My Mother Died on September 8, 2012
by: Anonymous

I feel your pain as I am suffering and grieving each and every day wishing I could have done more for her. I see only clouds in front of me, life is so different and yes I am so different. May you find peace in this journey as I continue to search for mine. May God bless you.

Oct 06, 2012
Hi Mom-it's me again...
by: Me

Just letting you know how much I miss you and love you.

Pretty weird not seeing you or hearing from you in all this time.

Really, really sad and depressed that you are not around and no longer here. Boy, do I deeply regret what a shit I was, in so many ways...

Please, please forgive me that I was not a better daughter to you/for you.

I just Thank God that our relationship was as good as it was in these later years/months. It would have been a horrible, horrible thing to have had you go with things being like they used to be.

I love and miss you ***SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO*** much, Mom. Sure wish that you were going to be getting out of your little old car, slowly making your way up to our door, and coming in for us to hear you, see you and love you while you are here...

God, I wish that would/could happen...

HOW can you be gone, Mom? HOW could God rip you away from our lives like that???

How/why???, I will never know...

MISS YOU, MOM! LOVE YOU, MOM!...

Your daughter who loves and misses you...

Me.... x000x000x000x000x000x000...

Oct 05, 2012
my sympathy
by: bernadette

please know this. your mom was not alone.her heavenly father was with her.if you were ment to be there he would have made that happen.may the good lord comfort you. i know your pain.

Oct 05, 2012
Today marks exactly one month since you left us, Mom...
by: Me

I still can't believe she is really gone. It seems she will be calling us soon or seeing us soon, as she always did.

Every passing day she is not here it gets stranger and stranger that she is not here-not calling, not visiting...

I miss her more than I ever thought I would and I guess I didn't have...

Have to go and will write more later.

LOVE AND MISS YOU SO, MOM!!!!

PLEASE COME BACK!!!!

Sep 30, 2012
To Leona and Julia-Wish I knew how to contact you
by: Linda

Thank you so much for your comments and I am SO sorry that you too, have lost your mums.

Leona-my mom died from the EXACT same thing. I hate to be graphic here but she died from a fall in her hallway, with a fractured skull, and, because she lived alone-bled to death.

It is just beyond awful and my brother and I have been traumatized by all this.

It has been such an horrific shock, and a living nightmare to deal with the aftermath,

Again, I am so sorry for your loss.

May peace and healing be with you and your families...

Linda

Sep 29, 2012
sorry
by: leona

I am sorry. My mum died 9 weeks ago from a fall down the stairs. she was found by her neigbour who had a key the next morning.
she died from a fractured skull from the fall. I pray she was not lying there gfor too long.

i still dont want to believe it. I hope with your family support you get strong, i hope i do too. xx

Sep 27, 2012
I lost my Mom on 8-8-2012
by: Julia

I understand your pain. My Mom was 89 and died last month. I miss her terribly and feel overwhelmed by the grief. It is a lonely road.
Hugs to you,
Julia

Sep 27, 2012
Nitey, Nite Mom...
by: Me

Sure do miss you......<3 <3 <3

Sep 27, 2012
Hi Mom-it's me...
by: Me

Hi Mom-It's me-Linda-who misses you soooooooooooooooooooo much!

I'll bet you're surprised how upset and sad I am that you are gone huh? Even I am surprised too!

I guess I took you for granted in more ways than one.

Mom-it is pretty awful without you here. I sure miss hearing your lovely voice and your adorable accent that I loved so. I can remember so clearly how you said so many things and how your laugh sounded so great when Dennis did his funny burps.

I was fully planning to leave before you , but that has all changed for sure.

Well, I guess I'd better go now. I am glad you were in my dream last night and I hope I will dream of you a lot.

I sure do love and miss you, Mom!

Love from your daughter-

Me x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0 <3 <3<3

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