My Beautiful, Delicate, Talented little mother died suddenly Sept. 5th, 2012...
by Linda Jade
Mom, I Miss You So... <3 <3 <3 x0x0x0x0x0
She died from a fall or stroke. Am I alone in thinking this is **So** unreal? That this **Can't** have happened?? I am so heartbroken and lonely. Lonesome for her. Everyone is going about their lives and here I have my precious mom ripped from my life-no warning, nothing...
She was only 82 and not one living soul expected anything like this tragedy to have befallen us.
She lived alone and my brother discovered her now-lifeless little body in her home, when he went to see her Sept 5th. Thankfully, he had a family friend there with him. She had fallen in the night and was bleeding from her head. He was the closest to her and it is just awful to think that he last saw her like that.
I am eternally grateful that I was spared that gruesome and ugly sight but because the last time I saw her she was alive and well (Frail and very slow,yes, but alive and well). Not even a headache to ever complain about.
She had been lying there for three days, unable to move or do anything. The paramedics said she had died about 12 hours earlier-about this exact time 21 days ago. So my poor little mom was there all alone, for days-no one there to see her, protect her, save her or comfort her in any way. Just a sad, incredible tragedy beyond words... So heartbreaking to even think about.
I was not there to do anything for her. It is so awful and tragic.
I am still in shock and disbelief about it and keep thinking we will see and hear from her but it gets weirder with each passing day when we don't.
I will write more later.
I am grateful this is a place I can write whatever I want.
I had No idea how much I would miss you because I took you for granted and sorry I ever did.
Mom! I Want You Back!!!!!!
I Love and Miss You *Soooooooooooooooooooo* much!!!!. <3 <3 <3
Sarangeyo, My Precious Oma... Sarangeyo... <3 <3 <3