My beautiful husband Loni
My husband and I had 37 years together. Not all were great, but we tried. In the spring of 2010 he was diagnosed with Leukemia. For months treatment went pretty well. On October 3rd, he fell during a stroke and hit his head hard in a parking lot. He was in critical condition for 11 days. Finally I agreed to take him off life support. It took him a whole day to die. I stayed with him as he passed on. I have never been so sad in my life. I didn't know I could hurt this much. Thanksgiving and Christmas were unbearable. Now it is New Years day and I can't stand the thought of going on without him.