my beautiful mum xx

by lau

I lost my mum on the 1st oct 2010, she died from a heart attack. I had only seen her an hour before she passed away and the last thing we said to each other was "love you" which im so happy about.

she was my best friend, she was beautiful, funny, kind and was everyones mum, i cant express how much i miss her, i miss her silly txts, her smile and her hugs.

I can still here her giggle and "snort" when she got over excited.

I feel very empty at the min and keep having that horrid "gone forever" feeling! i can go days without crying but i feel it building up inside me and then i have days like today wen i cry non stop.

I have managed to carry on working but sometimes i just feel like i could stay in bed all day and not face the world.

I have some amazing friends and sisters but some how is still feel very alone!

I know i can get through this, just one day at a time

lau xx

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Jan 26, 2011
by: Anonymous

May I extend my deepest sympathy to you on the
loss of your mom. I know what you're feeling.
I lost my mom a few months back. The pain never
goes away. Then July 2010, I lost my brother.
I am not living really. Just going through the
motions. I go to bed and cry alone, so my
children think I am doing great.

May God send His angels to comfort you and heal
your broken heart. And blessings to the rest of
your family. It's a slow uphill journey, but one
we all will take sometime. Bless your heart.

Jan 23, 2011
Feeling Alone Too
by: TrishJ

Dear Lau,
All of us on this site are feeling very alone. We've all loved someone and lost them. There is a void~an empty feeling that will never really go away. We don't ever want to forget but everyone tells me the day will come when we can actually remember and feel happiness.

I really started doubting God and the life after death with the death of my beloved husband. I have two wonderful friends who have stuck by me and made me realize I will see my husband again some day. I believe this with all of my heart. Live your life, be happy and make your wonderful mother proud. She's watching you. She will always love you. As a mother of two grown children if I left this earth tomorrow I would want my children to continue on and be as happy as possible. Love those close to you and lean on them if you have to. Always honor your mother's memory. Hugs and God's blessing.

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