My beautiful Shaylynn

by Aeirana
(East Tennessee)

My eldest daughter was 33 yrs 3 months and 11 days old when we lost her to a massive heart attack, what is called...The widow maker.

She had gotten married to the best man in the world almost 3 years ago. They both wanted a child so badly, and finally she got pregnant on Dec. 23 2012. She started having all the classical symptoms of being pregnant but also the same as an oncoming heart attack. Fatigue, upset stomach, ect. She absolutely started glowing from day one, and even tho her blood pressure was high, we all attributed it to the pregnancy. She was such a kind, generous many things I could list that she made her that positive life change in so many of the people she met.

She went to Heaven on Jan 26th of this year, and I do not forever see this broken heart pain ending. Thank you for taking the time to read what I have been needing to talk about. If this story helps anyone in any, then I might can be closer to understanding why she is gone.

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Mar 25, 2013
Thank you so much to 2 very special souls
by: Aeirana

I had not been on this site since I first posted about my loss. I felt the need tonight to just come post some other things that have been on my mind. I am not sure if there is a way to directly contact the two beautiful souls that took the time to write to me after my first post, but thank you both so very much.

Mar 06, 2013
loss of a child
by: Rita

I am so sorry for your loss, I wish there were words that could help comfort you. I too loss my child on December 30th 2012. He was sick for a short time and then heartaches every day for him. I miss him and love him. He had just turned 38 years old. He was a great guy. I guess we will never know why our children have passed onto the next plane of being, but I know I will see my son again in the next life. My prayers for your pain, from one mother to another. Peace

Mar 03, 2013
My beautiful Shaylynn
by: Doreen U.K.

Aeirana I am sorry for your loss of your very young daughter Shaylynn to a sudden death. No mother will ever get over the loss of a Child/Adult Child. I have 3 Adult Children and worried all the time if I may lose one of them. I have faced the worst grief 10 months ago losing my beloved husband of 44yrs. to a deadly cancer that claimed his life too soon for me. to lose a child is next worst thing that could happen to a parent. Your heart is entitled to hurt for your loss but give God your hurt and pain and let Him carry it for a while till you can catch your breath to go on each day with this loss. God does hold our pain at times otherwise we couldn't cope with the immensity of this pain that words can't describe we have to go through.
Every parent should put their children into the hands of God each day for Protection and guidance. We should do this for all our loved ones. WE never know what we are protected from when we include the Protector of our souls into our life each day. I am so sorry for your loss and pain. You will heal in time but give yourself the time and space to grieve your loss how you need to. Even if it means going to see a grief counsellor for a few sessions for the support they give is so beneficial and healing.

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