My beautiful son Joshxx.

by Karen.
(Hobart Tasmania Australia.)

It will be 6 Months on the 17th Febuary since you left me at only 14yrs old,i love and miss you so much i am still crying all the time.Nothing much happening here all back to school today 15th Febuary 2012 exept you baby.Jake your brother starts College tomorrow he is looking forward to that.I so wish you were here so i could kiss and hug you once more.You are my baby and always will be,i miss you soooooooooooooo much it hurts inside i kiss your photo every morning and every night so i hope you get them.I love you my bubba cakes.Your ever loving mum.xxxxxxxxx.

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Feb 15, 2012
by: Carol, Seans mom

Karen, My thoughts are with you. I am so sorry about your loss. I lost Sean three months ago today and life is brutal now. The pain is hard and some days unbearable. Life can be cruel and unfair. Take Care.

Feb 15, 2012
by: momma anne

Your post made me cry and touched my heart, I too have a Josh he just lost his 3 year old son one month ago. What you said about wanting to hold and kiss your son again is exactly what we are feeling, it's the worst pain ever. You didn't mention what happened to your son, if you don't mind if I ask.
Why we as moms and grandmoms, love so much and feel so much for our children and grandchildren, we start to question god and wonder all the what if's and why's.
I feel your pain and Im here if you want to talk, I may not have the answers but, I'm a good listener.
Hugs and much love, Ann

Feb 15, 2012
Why Does It Hurt So Badly?
by: TrishJ

Having never lost a child I can't pretend to know your pain. I just wanted you to know I am so sorry for your devastating loss.
I can't imagine the loss of a child ~ losing my husband 14 months ago is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. The grief and loneliness is so overwhelming.
Your son didn't get a chance to experience life. Fourteen is so young. No longer a little boy but not quite a man yet.
We have to accept these things although we don't understand them. My husband was too young and I am too young to be a widow. It's a daily struggle to adjust. I'm sure your struggle is more than you can deal with at this time. Everyone says things get better. We do learn to live with our circumstances.
Your son will be in your heart forever. You will always be his mother. The fact that I will see my husband again some day brings me a great deal of comfort but it doesn't make me miss him any less. I pray for God to take care of him. Josh is in good hands.
God bless you as you continue on your grief journey. Things will never be the same in our lives again and we just have to do the best we can to move forward and live this new frightening life. I hope this day brings you some happiness. Try to look for the little signs that Josh sends you to let you know he's ok. You have to keep an open mind but eventually you will see those signs.

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