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by Steve Mattson
(Omaha, Ne)

MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE
Happy birthday Lisa!
It has been 4 years, 2 months, and 27 days since your passing……. seems like yesterday, seems like a lifetime. You are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. I still feel your love surround me constantly and am confidant you are aware how much I still love you and will always love you. We shall remain as one in spirit until we are reunited at Heavens gate to be together once again. Love me.

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Sep 01, 2019 Happy Birthday 2019
by: Steve MattsonYour baby boy has joined you. I am so happy you two are together again. I will always love both of you very much and look forward to the day I can join you two in Heaven. God makes no mistakes and wanted you both together again. I miss you every single day and always will. I love you! Love me!
Jun 22, 2019 Married 28 years ago
by: Steve MattsonLisa,
I can’t believe we were married 28 years ago. It was a true joy to have you become the best part of my life. I miss you so much. You remain in my heart and thoughts. I love you! Love me.
Jun 06, 2019 Gone for 7 years
by: Steve MattsonLisa, today marks 7 years since you were welcomed into your Heavenly home.
 Loneliness is an ever present reminder of the devastation I have felt since that day.
Although your loss shredded my dreams of growing old together with the love of my life, you remain in my heart and in my thoughts  and I rely on the knowledge that we will be united once again in the Kingdom of the Lord.
I found a song about a visiting angel that stirs fond memories of our journey through life.
https://youtu.be/6MJkWHWFuTY
Dec 25, 2018 Christmas 2018
by: Steve MattsonIt’s your favorite time of year again Lisa!
Christmas always made you very happy. I know it’s extra special now for you.
What we had was truly a gift from God.
I am so blessed to have been a part of your life. I feel lucky to have had you choose me. Though I cannot touch you… I can feel you.
Then, now, and forever.
Love, me.
Sep 01, 2018 Happy Birthday 2018
by: Steve MattsonHappy Birthday Lisa!I love you and I miss you a lot. You’re still the one and always will be in my thoughts and in my heart.Love me 
Jun 21, 2018 27th Anniversary
by: Steve MattsonLisa,
Today is our 27th Anniversary. I miss sharing the happiness of this day with you. I remember what a beautiful bride you were and thinking how lucky I was. You remain embedded in my heart. I really miss you and will love you forever.
Love me
Jun 06, 2018 Gone for 6 years
by: Steve MattsonLisa, today marks six years since you passed on to be in your heavenly home.
You took my heart and my dreams with you
and left me with a lifetime of beautiful memories.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
When I’m feeling down, I look up and there you are. I miss you so much and I will love you forever.
Love me
Dec 25, 2017 Merry Christmas Lisa
by: Steve MattsonMerry Christmas Lisa! This will be my sixth Christmas without you by my side. I know you are having the best Christmas’ one could possibly imagine. This is also the season that I most loved watching  your beautiful smile as you made sure everything was going to be perfect for everyone. You were a wonderful wife, mother, and my best friend. I miss you so much! God loves us and will reunite us when the time is right. I love you, love me!
Nov 23, 2017 Thanksgiving 2017
by: Steve MattsonHappy Thanksgiving Lisa.
You remain the irreplaceable love of my life and I am truly thankful for the years we were able to share that remarkable, unmistakable, unbreakable bond between our two hearts. I will love you until we are reunited in Heaven and rekindle our love story. Love me.
Sep 01, 2017 6th Birthday in Heaven
by: Steve MattsonLisa, it’s your sixth birthday in Heaven. When someone you really love passes away it will be the saddest day in your life. You go around for days and you can’t believe it, you think it can’t be true…. but then you realize it is true. Then, as time slowly and painfully drags on, you get to the point that you, once again, begin to remember all the dreams and happiness that you shared and start to relive all the wonderful times you had together. I still have dreams, but I cherish the memories far more. For me, dying with memories is way better than dying with dreams. Lisa, we had many dreams and we made many great memories together and loving you has made my life worth living! I will always love you! Love me.
Aug 03, 2017 Can you help me understand please
by: KeithSteve, I am asking for your help. I lost my beautiful wife 3.5 weeks ago, I cannot seem to stop crying at times, seems to hit me at certain times of the day and night. I cannot think about my wife as it triggers emotional responses and crying.Is this normal? Does this last forever? Did you get on any medication for help?As you can see, I am lost!
Jun 06, 2017 My Beautiful Wife
by: Steve MattsonToday marks 5 years since you passed away.
I have missed you each and every day and night.
As I look back on our lives spent together, I have come to realize that my life means more because I knew you. You taught me that love, compassion, and understanding are not just words but gifts freely given without any expectations. Unconditional love will be our legacy. I love you and I miss you a lot.
Love, me.
May 29, 2017 My Beloved Belito
by: Doreen U.K.Lhen I am so sorry for your loss of your beloved husband to a sudden death. It has been almost 4 months and I know how painful this raw grief pain is. I could not function for 6 months and could do nothing but take ONE DAY AT A TIME. I learned on this site and has helped me so much.
In a sudden death one can be in shock and denial and it can take longer to come to terms with one’s loss. If you find yourself struggling you must reach out for help and this is where a good grief counsellor could become of good benefit to help one cope better with grief.
Crying is good grief. Don’t hold back here. Every time you cry you are healing.
I lost my husband to a deadly cancer and I lost him 5yrs. ago. I am coping better but I do miss him so much and always will. May God comfort you in your sorrow and bring you His Peace. 
May 22, 2017 My Beloved Belito
by: LhenI’m so sorry for our loss. My husband passed away last Feb 1, 2017 after my thyroid operation. It was very sudden no goodbyes. I terribly shocked of what happened. Just a wink of an eye he was gone. He had a massive heart attack while eating outside before going home.The sadness and pain still lingers on and coping up is so difficult. I have 2 boys with him. I just live one day at a time. Only God knows my future.I love my husband so much. I miss him so much.
Sep 11, 2016 My beautiful wife
by: Doreen UKSteve I am sorry for your loss of Lisa some 4yrs. ago. It has been 4yrs. 4 months, 6 days since I lost my beloved husband Steve. I must have posted you at this time since we are almost paralell in our loss of spouse.
How are you really doing? What is life like for you on a daily basis. I know we don’t constantly think of our loss with it wearing us down, but it still hurts. I wonder if we can ever find closure if one remains single. Many move on to new relationships and find happiness again so I guess they do find closure of sorts. Remaining single one is still very much alone. WE do continue to move on in life and this can still be hard to do. It is the anniversaries that one has to deal with as it is a memory.
I was in Church and listened to the Pastor talk of how his wife loves to be held. She told him it makes her feel secure. I did feel sad and it hurt to feel this as my loss and I guess we all will feel like this forever. Being and feeling secure in Love. There will always be a memory come back in life to make us remember how life used to be and those simple things that leave us feeling now that sad we have lost that security we once had with our spouse. It is the little things but so important that can leave us feeling the loss of this intimacy.
I hope you go on to have better days ahead and that life treats you well.
Sep 04, 2016 Simply Beautiful
by: MarieSimply Beautiful. I know we will be united with our loved one’s again. After all our God has a perfect plan for us and he loves us. I am looking forward to seeing my beloved husband again. God Bless you. I loved what you wrote, straight from your heart.
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