my beautifull son Paul
by Dot Ward
my son paul was 38 and such a loving kind son he was my rock my first born boy my life.
he took his own life on sunday 29th april 2012.
my grief is so strong i cant look at a photograph of him without going into uncontrollable cries and sobs,
yet i want to look at him i loved him so so much,
i cant bear this pain i have lost my soul mate, he was my rock my beautifull beautifull boy how will i live without him,i have been through the loss of loved ones before and thought i knew pain but nothing compares to this pain.