My beloved Grandma

by Avani

My grandma died of cancer on 24th of March 2011.
She was 65 years old.
She was cremated on Tuesday the 29th March
I really miss her and so does my whole family.
I am only 10 years old and say it's my fault she died.
I thought she was going to get better but she didn't.
Instead she died.
It was a real shock for as I have never experienced death before.
Whenever I see a photo or a family member says something about my grandma,I start to cry.
My grandma was sick of the ovarian cancer which only women have.
I can't let my grandma go.
When I visited my Grandma in her coffin, it didn't look like her at all. She was so thin and so cold. Her skin was so hard. Everyone cried that day and on the funeral day as well.I feel for my great grandma and grandpa.
On her funeral day we said goodbye to her and then she was cremated.
That day was the worst day ever.
I regret all the bad things i have said about her and wish i spent more time with her.
I didn't find out till Sunday that my grandma had died.
I cried and cried when I found out.
Its only been 6 days since and in years time I will still not be over my beloved grandma's death.
She died around 12am.
I was abroad when this happened and I got back Sunday.
When my dad picked my mum and me from the airport he told me.
My mum didn't tell me when we were abroad because she knew i wouldn't eat or sleep.
I wish my grandma didn't die.
I love you grandma and I miss you lots and lots.

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