My Beloved Joshua
by Holly P. Moore
(Greenville, SC, USA)
My son was 25 years old when he committed suicide on July 20, 2012. It is still very painful for me to write or talk about. He was my eldest child. I have another son, Jonathan, who is 20 years old.
We are all having a very difficult time with this. I write a lot of poetry and have posted many on this website. It is my only repreive.
I cannot write much about him at this time because it is too heartbreaking. And, I have to do everything possible to keeep myself out of bed and moving. If I think of him, I almost become in a comatose state. It is just too difficult. I will write more later.