My Beloved Son Todd Andrew is gone he was 28 yrs old

by Debbie

My beautiful son Todd died 18 weeks ago I am not well and life will never be the same again. I miss him with every beat of my heart I love him more then I can ever say. I do not know how this can ever get better I am afraid of everything since he was taken .... I don't know where God is and I feel lost without my child.... I love you always my sweet baby I love you and I hope that you are safe and ok where ever you are .... Nite,nite my boy I love you alway Mom...

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Apr 22, 2014
our sons
by: kay

I read your words and I relate ,I am very sorry for the loss of your wonderful son Todd.I too lost my son Dean he was 23 .It has been almost four years and I still cry.Our lives will never be the same.....I don't know how we survive the pain but somehow we do.Our sons live on in our hearts for eternity,our love never dies.You are in my thoughts.I am sending you healing and

Apr 05, 2014
LIfe will never be the same
by: Anonymous

It has been 4 years since I lost my son Chris. He was 27 and we were very close. I will never forget seeing him flat line and being thrown out of the room while they worked on him in vein. Has the pain gotten better? It is hard to say. I now can get out of bed most days but I still cry often. Did I get mad at God? Oh yes. I still can not understand why He took him. I have to hold on to the fact I will see Chris again someday in Heaven. I miss him so much! Please keep yourself safe and hold on to the memories of a wonderful child. God bless you.

Apr 04, 2014
Todd Andrew
by: Michelle

You are so very right in that life will never be the same. I'm sorry for the loss of your son . It's been 15 months since the death of my 22year old daughter Megan and I still cry everyday. People confuse upright and standing as strength , perhaps that is a start. We are forever broken. Hugs

Apr 01, 2014
your son Todd
by: Jolynn

I am so sorry you lost your beloved son. The days are dark for a long while but eventually you will find a peace within which will allow you to think about him without that piercing pain. I too lost a son. He was 26 yrs. old. He was an officer in the Marines training to be a fighter pilot. He died a little over a year ago. For weeks I would lie in the bed shaking and crying. They diagnosed me as having PTSD as I had horrible nightmares and would awaken screaming. I lost sleep and the will to do anything it IS A Painful journey and one I don't wish we were on but the pain does ease a bit and you find your laughter again. I wish you peace.

Mar 31, 2014
by: dianne

I am a mum who lost her son as-well Debbie his name was Paul its been the longest and hardest journey of my life Paul went to sleep 11 the July last year there's not a day goes by I don't wish with all my heart that he was here I miss him all the time still our losses are new I didn't want to go on felt I was going go crazy from the grief but I didn't I would luv to say it gets easier but I'm sorry it hasn't for me it is a little more bearable well sum days I should say he was my eldest I am lucky enough though I have his lil bro an also his daughter with me so I feel a part of Paul is still here I truly understand your emotions of. A roller coaster you are going threw but take things easy one day at a time my thoughts are with you Debbie and from one mum to another a big hug and just wanted let you know you are not alone we all share the pain emptiness and longing but in time you will feel a little more better the sun still shines x

Mar 31, 2014
My Beloved Son Todd Andrew is gone he was 28yrs.old.
by: Doreen UK

Debbie I am so sorry for your loss of your son Todd 18 weeks ago. You are in the very worst stage of early grief and it does feel as if you will never get past this stage of grief. Healing is slow. But you will be able to move forward in time. If you find yourself struggling please go and see a grief counsellor who is trained and will help carry some of the load for you as you work through your loss. You have lost a child/adult child and often this loss needs professional support. My nephew died at age 30yrs. 9 yrs. ago and our grief was so difficult. A counsellor had to go to my sister's home to support her. The body hurts with grief, but if you have a medical condition it can aggravate this and make the process of healing much slower. Feel free to write back later for support if this is a difficult time for you to express your sorrow and loss. The best way forward is ONE DAY AT A TIME. This is how I have coped with my loss. Most of us ask the same question "Where is God?" This is the time that we can feel that God has gone and we are left alone. Jesus felt alone in the Garden of Gethsemane and felt forsaken by God. saying from the cross. "My God! My God! "Why have you forsaken me?" So Jesus knows how we feel. FORSAKEN. ALONE. DESPERATE. FULL OF SORROW. I felt like this and was angry with God, but didn't want to be. Anger is also part of grief, but I am thankful my anger did not last and I have become more accepting of death. Knowing that God is with us. And. Jesus is coming back for us and we will be re-united with our loved ones who have passed away. This knowledge gives me HOPE to go on in life. May God reach down and comfort you and heal your Broken Heart, and give you His Peace.

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