MY BEST FRIEND AND MY SOUL MATE


DEAR CLAUDE.
I WISH YOU WERE HERE IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 11 MONTHS SINCE YOU WENT AWAY AND I CAN'T HARDLEY GO ON SOME TIMES. i JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I HATE TO SEE THE HOLIDAY COME AND STILL I KNOW IT NOTS FAIR TO THE ONES WE LOVE SO DEAR I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO TALK TO ME. I AM SO LONELY AND FEEL SO SAD I TRIED TO BE STRONG BUT I HURT SO BAD WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO COULD YOU PLEASE JUST ASK JESUS TO COME GET ME TOO I KNOW YOU WNAT ME WITH YOU AND I LONG TO BE BY YOUR SIDE I LOVE YOU BABY AND I MISS YOU SO BAD.
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER PEGGY

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Dec 23, 2011
Thank you
by: Donna

Oh Peggy& Marilyn I so know exactly how you feel. This site is a Godsend. I lost my Ron on Oct 24th 2011. Thank you both for sharing. Much love prayers to you both

Dec 22, 2011
READ THIS 4X TODAY, FEEL YOUR PAIN
by: Marilyn

Hi Peggy,
Each time I read this today, I would start crying again and couldn't reply. I feel so bad for you and the pain you're in and I know exactly what you're going through. It has been 15 months for me, but the extra 3 months didn't bring any magical fixes with it. If he was here I could tell him how hurt and alone I feel. He was my best friend, my confidant and my sounding board. Anything I think or have to say, doesn't feel of any importance to anyone now, not even myself. I thought I was getting better at dealing with this; it must be the holidays I'm avoiding or something.
It has really helped me a lot to come to this site and read what everyone else is going through and how they are coping. Even if they didn't have a quick fix for my pain, I knew I wasn't alone in this and that my prolonged anguish is a natural part of the grieving process we all have to go through.
I really broke down when I read the part where you asked for Jesus to come get you too. I have felt that way for so long, but I am trying to get things in order for my son. And then I think. it takes me 4 or 5 days to get to the store for a loaf of bread, so Jesus is just gonna have to wait a little while. Somehow, at the pace I'm going, I'm sure this will be a sad memory to tell somebody about one day.
Maybe this is the what and why of what we're going through, in slow motion. I guess we'll cross that bridge WHEN we get to it.
Be tough & be strong: Let's make them proud,
Marilyn

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