My best friend forever gone
My wedding day is suppose to be today. 3 days ago my mom was found unconscious at home. Rescue came and tried to revive her and bring her back but her time had come. During this whole wedding planning we clearly had our arguments and oddly enough made up hugged and kissed day before she passed. We had made plans to do center pieces together and dance to our favorite songs while at the the wedding. She was taken too soon from me and my very close very loving family. Our hearts are broken and my strength to go on to which would have been one of the happiest moments in my life with my best friend my rock my mom. To now not having her at all is heart breaking. We have moved the wedding to November. I couldn't bear the pain of getting married and seeing the slide shows of me and her.
I just need advice or guidance on when all the craziness ends and your left with your normal life again how do you live each day working and food shopping to doing laundry. I just can't picture my life without her.