My best friend gone
My story starts four years ago when I met the most amazing women I have ever met. We started dating on January 18, 2010. I met her in my freshmen college math class that September in my freshmen year. She was the kindest and most caring person I have ever met. We both knew that we were meant to be with each other and we literally spent everyday with each other. She would do anything for me and cared about me and loved me more than I ever deserved. We got engaged about a year ago. We were planning on getting married this coming summer after graduation. But this past June while visiting her family in Texas she was killed by a drunk driver while she was helping a stranded motorist outside of her home. Her mom and two others were also killed in the accident. I am just looking for some help because it seems like everyone thinks you get over a death in a short time. I really don't know what to do because we had planned so much together and now everything is gone. I am very depressed and don't see any happiness anymore. One day I have the person I want to marry then the next everything is gone. She was my best friend and I shared everything with her. And now there is nobody to talk to or help me. It seems like I am alone.