My Best Friend, My True Love!
by Tammy Base
I lost my husband last September, he was always home every evening. We spent day and night together, he was always such a joy, we traveled many miles and enjoyed all parts of our lives. I just miss him so much and really am having a harder time, my heart aches for my husband as there is no one to replace him, life is so lonely. God is watching over me but this is all so hard.
What is the plan? I am trying to find a support group to attend to see if I can get through this, you see I also lost my dad unexpectedly three and one half years prior to losing my husband. My family is dealing with his death and can not help me because they can not move on after losing dad, they do not understand and I know that they can't because they are not in my shoes. Truly I do not want to lean on them as they set me back. I like to be around happy people and trust me, most people think I am doing great, I hide my feeling because I know I am the only one who can feel what I feel.