My Best Friend

by Missey Littles
(Harrisburg, PA, USA)

I lost my mother about 6 months ago, I have not been able to grieve properly. I became sick. I am lost. We did everything, went everywhere together and now I cannot seem to get it together. I hate going to the stores, every time I am driving my car I look to the passenger side wondering WHY she is not there. My Mother left.

It's hard to fill that void especially when our birthdays are days apart. I am MAD and I know that I should not be. But I MISS MY MOTHER SO BAD THAT GETTING UP IS A STRUGGLE, moving thru the day is no better.

My Mother, my Best friend, left me alone and I have to deal with it.

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Aug 10, 2010
My Best Friend
by: Kylie

I am so sorry for your loss, I too on the other side of the world know how you feel as I lost my mum, my best friend, on the 2nd of June 2010. I too look at the passenger seat as we went everywhere together as well, the pain is unbearable but I know my mum wanted me to carry on and make her proud in which with time I Will do.

Its very hard but remember your mum is in your heart encased in love and love never dies and your memories no one can take from you. So one day at time, one tear at a time and you will get there, to make your mum proud.
Light and Love

Aug 01, 2010
by: Brenda

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mother when I was 15 and we were very close. I am 59 now and still miss her and my heart breaks every time a new child is born into the family and she is not there to see it. She wanted grandchildren so bad. When I was 21 God gave one of my children to my mother in heaven then in May I lost another child. My one and only son Cody, he was 27. It did give me some comfort that my mother now had the grandchildren she wanted but I begged God to stop. I love my mother dearly but I have only one child left and I need her to stay with me. I have lost so many loved ones over the years that I have almost became numb. I feel nothing like a void. But I remember how it was all those years ago when I lost Mama and the pain was gut wrenching, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

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