My big brother
He was always my best friend , he had diabetes and he was always in and out of the hospital. I was young therefore I never really understood that he could possibly die one day. When I was younger I always woke up in the middle of the night to crawl in bed with him because I felt safe. Because he was over ten years older than me , and me and my dad aren't that close I looked up to him as a father figure . He was healthy and then one day he wasn't. He just died, It's been over a year and I still cry myself to sleep. I can't really talk to anyone because then I just start crying. What am I supposed to do ?