My Blue Eyed Angel
Marcie the usual comment page did not open so I am posting my reply here to you.
You are not wrong in the way you feel? Your Grief is so strong it is unbearable. I know how you feel. I am disgusted that the 2 women could be so heartless and not get your son the help he needed. They have such little value for a human life. I find this hard to believe. I watch TV Rescue programmes and often amazed at how the emergency services risk their own lives to save another human life. Some people do have compassion and a heart that cares.
I don't know why it should be that some people behave their very worst around a death. They add to one's grief and make life more difficult. You are not wrong to wonder why this happens. I have seen it happen more and more to people facing grief. I have had this happen to me in the worst way ever. I didn't know people could become so evil at such a time as this when we have lost a loved one and our heart is aching we just can't get through it.
Some people stay around and other's disappear when we need them the most. WHY?? I will never understand. All you have said is experienced by more people that you could believe. Almost like the world has gone mad and we feel the ripples. You lost a most precious part of your life in losing your son. I don't know how a mother will ever get over this. But because my sister did 6yrs. on. This gives me the Hope you will recover your strength, energy and life again. It is early days. It will be 1yr. for me on Sunday I lost my precious husband. I don't know what and how to feel? I do have days when I wonder when grief will end. I am weary of my sorrow. Grief becomes a burden to us. A heavy weight on us that we don't need. I understand everything you said and endorse this as really happening to many of us through our loss of our loved one. You are not going mad. The world outside of our grief has gone mad. Grief brings some people more together and can take people out of our lives also. This has been a shock revelation to me in the midst of my loss. We will Get through this grief. TOGETHER. I send my Love and Comfort to you from across the pond. God Be with you and Bring you Comfort in your sorrow and grief.
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