I had to have my beautiful cat put to sleep last week and I cannot understand how devestated I am. He would have been 19 years old in August and had had kidney problems for a few months although the vet agreed he had a good quality of life. Then last Thursday he had a seizure and I knew the quality had gone. So I had to do what I have been dreading for months and take him to be euthanized. I'm trying to find comfort from this dreadful pain. I'm thinking of him all the time. The love he gave me was unequalled and I miss him so so much.
Ifound this website because I don't think anyone I know can possibly understand how I'm feeling but I have had comfort reading other stories on here from people who have suffered too.
Thank you for reading this. Jane.