My brother, John --- I miss you so much
John passed away on December 22, 2013. We were getting ready to meet for Christmas. He passed away while on his way home of a heart attack. He was 54 years old.
I have been in shock since this happened -- I can't wrap my head around this -- much less accept it in my heart.
Today is John's first birthday in Heaven -- 55 years old --
I can't believe you are not here for me to call and sing happy birthday -- you, Tom and I have done this all our lives -- my heart literally hurts because I can't talk to you, laugh with you and receive those big bear hugs -- I miss our Sunday morning phone calls -- we would laugh and talk like we were when we were kids growing up -- I would bring you up to date on local news -- you would tell me what to tell Dot and Janice and Carlton -- I miss you John -- sometimes I think I won't stop crying....it is still a shock to me that you are not here -- I love you and I will miss you forever...... Happy Birthday in Heaven my precious brother and friend -- your sister Lynn