My "Cool Nephew" Justin

My Cool Nephew, his name is Justin.
who made ME feel cool, as we adjusted.

The stories he would tell me, I knew he trusted.
The stories i told HIM, i knew would help him, as we adjusted.

One story he told me, said He found a new friend, what did i THINK? he said, just before that "friend" brought HIM to HIS life on THIS earths end.

A short time he lived, from his beginning to the end, 14 short months after meeting this so called new friend, whose NAME was Heroin.

Not wanting to trust it, he knew it was inevitable...he said Aunt Jean, i can't help it, with this friend, i feel incredible! After joining the Army where he THOUGHT he could control anything, he said, including this friend who turned out to BE his worst enemy.

I can tell you from my heart, Aunt Jean, he would say, I would stop if i could, immediately this day, for my family, for my friends, and for YOU, You know i would, please tell them for me, you know I would, if I could!

I know they hurt so much, yet I know what I am feeling, this drug steals your soul, and is now my friend when I need healing.

I don't mean to do it, I didn't mean to end it, please know that's the truth, and if you get a chance, please help me to mend it!

Tell them, my family, my Dad, and my Mom, my Brother, I love and miss them, I know it hurts that I'm gone. My love for them is strong, they were, and are like no other....

I know that you can hear me, even tho i cannot say....Those crazy grins, those left leg goose bumps, that's me chattin' with you each day, in my own special way.

Your not crazy, an' i'm still cool, I'm up here with God now, and even HE thinks we’re cool! Tell my family ALL of 'em, I wish i could be there, when you visit in Chicago, for the reunion, you know I told I'd be there!

Please watch for me, and listen, I'll be sportin' a big ol’ grin, for anyone who listens, tell them let’s get started, let’s let this ear ta ear relationship begin!

For you and I (Aunt Jean) let’s continue to keep adjusting, even tho it’s hard sometimes, it is with you I am entrusting.

I love you all, and You love me, please know as you hear this message, Let's keep this connection going, bringing peace to our whole family, as we spend time here with each other, sharing stories, laughter and reflection.

Good cheer can keep us glowing…Like an angel, Be encouraged, and feel our love, from all AMONG US, we are FAMILY and now FRIENDS whether you are below us, or above us.

I absolutely LOVE, Aunt Jean, how we’ve spiritually adjusted, now wouldn’t it be great if through this message, our family, they entrusted?

Let’s not end it here, please, let’s have a toast, to YOU, to ME, and to our “Family TREE” I love you all the MOST! Now…in the name of the Father, son, n’ the holy ghost, LET”S TOAST! Amen. 
I Love YOU!

With Love,
My Cool Nephew Justin, and his Spiritually "Cool" AUNT JEAN! :) mwah! :)

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Jul 02, 2010
Loss of Son
by: Brenda

I lost my 27 year old son on May 21, 2010. We do not have the results of the ME report yet but we fear that drugs may have had something to do with his death. He was addicted to pain killers. His new doctor gave him a different pill. Cody was used to taking Vicodin the new pill was Oxycotin. I am told that the latter is much stronger. We have 2 more weeks before we know

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