My Dad died of Liver Cancer after beating Bowel Cancer
My Dad passed away on October 7th 2012. The pain and heartbreak I feel is the worst thing I have ever felt. My Dad was diagnosed with Liver Cancer exactly a year to the day after he had an op to remove a bowel tumor. We were told he had 6 to 12 months to live. He actually went on to fight and lived for another 3 and a half years. So although I am grateful for the extra time we had , nothing prepared me for what happened on the 7th October. If I fall asleep I like it because I cant think , but then I wake up and its the first thing I think about and then its all thats in my head through the day.My Dad was supposed to start chemo again , so I really thought we had another Christmas , I knew he was becoming weaker , but never knew it was so close. It helps me to read other peoples words who are going through similar or even talk to people. So thats my advice to anybody , keep talking. I dont have the answer as to how to get over this and I know I never will, I just hope it will get easier...I am so thankful that I was with my Dad when he passed away , I held his hand the whole morning.