My dad gone Six Months

by sarah

Last weekend came and then it was the 16th April. Six Months since my dad died well he was taken from us at the age of 62. its hard to believe half a year as passed it doesint feel that long. Today im angry at the hospital and doctors for not doing more to save him he went for a routine operation and ends up coming out in a box. Life seems so unfair.I wish i could talk to him i wish i could dream of him. I live away from home so going home it breaks my heart hes not there to say hello and when im leaving im saying goodbye to a picture. everyone says time heals everything and one day at a time thats what i have been doing. I also find people tend to avoid you rather then talk to you for maybe fear of upsetting me i dont know.
All i know is my dad is gone and everyday i wake up and remember hes not alive and that he will miss all the events in my life he wont be there to advise me. im 31 and my dad is gone and i see people whose parents are in there 80's doesint seem fair. I wish someone could take the heartache away that i am going through.

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