My Dad is gone

by synthia
(san leandro)

I lost my dad November 8th, 2010
He fought a very long battle with several
health issues. Still this is not easy.
I feel so overwhelmingly sad. At his funeral
I wanted to scream "you can't put him in that hole!"
That's all I see when I close my eyes. It's really hard.
Some people don't understand why I don't just move on. It's too new. I feel like I will be sad forever.