my Dad just died of a heart attack
My Dad died of a heart attack about 3 days ago...Im still in shock and today i havnt even shed a tear..though the last couple of days I have had quite a few cries, I dont think the pain has quite set in yet, but its more shock and
disbelief. We havnt had the funeral yet, but I spent the morning writing my eulogy which I found really theraputic. My Dad was a really good Dad, and we had a very good relationship, and Im glad I showed him respect in the end, as I realised what he did for our family. My poor Mum will find it so hard, but luckily my brother and his girlfriend moved back home recently. Dad died suddenly of a major heart attack, and was induced into a coma for 2 days before
passing in the early morning, as he didnt respond very well to a particular drug. His heart was really badly damaged and would have required huge surgery, so In a way Im thankful he has passed, as he was the type of man who would have loathed just sitting around not been able to do much. The doctors said there was subsantial damage to the heart, and about 4 vessels that were blocked, aswell as the aorta being damaged. I guess knowing my Dad was a good strong Christian man helps with the pain, but its still hard, and I know Im going to be grieving for months and years to come.
So sad, but I know hes in a better place now