its been nearly 8 months since my dad died. i went on holidays to get a break from all the heartbreak but instead i had more time to think. my dad was taken from us at 61 he went in for an operation a straight forward one too.
all i could think about was what happened around them days. fathers day came and went and i was upset. my dads birthday would have been this friday i now have to face this day which will be really hard. i really want to believe hes with me but some days its so hard to get comfort in that.
its so hard. when i was going on holidays people were saying ah the break will do you good while the sunshine did but it didint make me not think of my dad and how we lost him. i hope hes with me but im finding it so hard with out him. its a struggle.