My dad died in 2012 when I was 14. I was picked up from school and told the news, it was a massive shock as we was not aware of his heart disease which caused a heart attack. So instead of planning his 50th birthday we was planning a funeral. Today is the 1st anniversary of his death and I still haven't really spoken about it. I don't feel comfortable telling my friends and i wouldn't want to upset my family. I miss my dad and feel like i was cheated out of time with him. It makes me angry he won't be around to see me grow up and see what I achieve, especially when so many people around me don't appreciate their dads.