my daddy died when i was 7
its been almost 9 years that Ive lost the greatest dad ever. and i cant seem to stop mourning or grieving. i didnt get to attend his funeral and i wasnt aware he was dead until a year and a half later, and everyday i miss him more. what can i do?? i was such a daddy's girl and still am. I miss him so bad and the way he died was an "accident" but i dont really believe it cuz he was working under a big cat truck and the jack broke and fell on him, i dont know what do and no amount of therapy,counseling, or anything else has helped. i just dont know what to do and i just want to give up on life.