My Daddy, Superman

Not even a week ago I lost my father, we all knew it was going to happen and I thought I was ready for it, but now I know I'm anything but ready. He was always so strong. When I was a little girl he could lift me up and he could build anything you could think of.

All I can think about now is everything we didn't get to do. I wanted him to walk me down the aisle when I got married and so much more. I don't know how I'm going to live without him, it's so scary to think about never seeing him again. My biggest fear of all is who's going to be my daddy?

I get so sick of everybody telling me it's going to be alright, because its not alright. I know he's not suffering anymore but what about me? It was so hard to see my hero in that hospital bed getting smaller everyday. I know he can't come back but, I wish he could. I miss him more than anything.

I try to think about the amazing things he's done for me. My love of music and gardening all came from him. He taught me all of these things. Even though at the very end he was so weak and sick, he will always be my superman.

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Dec 21, 2009
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by: Sally

I am so sorry. I lost my Dad on 21st Oct 09. He died suddenly. I saw him on the Tuesday and my Mum called me Wednesday morning to say that she had found him. I am still in shock and cannot believe I will never see him again.

He was only 66. He has left 2 gorgeous grandchildren who he loved to bits. I think he comes and visits them! I just wish I had a time machine like Dr. Who and I could go back and march him to the docs for tests as he was very stubborn! It know it's only early days; I have good and bad days but we are not alone and we will survive!!! Take care xx

Oct 01, 2009
by: Cathy

I am sooo sorry for your loss, I just lost my Dad and he shrunk unbelievably with the ravages of pancreatic cancer. But I was lucky and he did walk me down the aisle, oh I am soooo sorry, I really feel your pain......

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