Since I was a young girl (I am 18 now) my real father left me and my Grandad became my dad. For years he wasn't just like my dad, he was my dad. I lost him early this morning. It was so unexpected. One minute he was ok, the next he collapsed of heart problems and we lost him. I felt so numb when it happened. I can't believe it. I keep thinking I will see him again and I know I won't. He was such a wonderful man, everyone loved him and he was such a kind person. I love him and I know he loves me. I will never stop loving him. This is my first loss and I don't know what to do. Every time I see something that reminds me of him I just bawl but I know I need to do this to heal. We all miss him already and feel so empty. I love you daddy, I know you can see and hear us now and that gives me a bit of peace.
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