(Westmont, IL USA)
Today is day 6. Today's feeling is a sense of overwhelming sadness and dread. How do I do start doing normal things again? How do I go to the grocery store? How do I go to work and plan for the future? How will anything have a purpose? My future was he and I. Now there is no he and I.
He left us tragically and unexpectedly. He was the sweetest, funniest and most intelligent man I have ever known. He enjoyed the most basic things in life; a beautiful sunset, clouds, the sound of raindrops, his children, me, good food, good music, laughter. I think I will need to write more later.
Danny, I love you so much and always will. Please be safe and happy without me. Please help me to find my way again.
My sweetheart. My true love.